OichePhoenix

So once in awhile when I listen to the large number of songs I have greedily composted into playlists on WMP I come across a song or two that suits my current life soundtract.. and the one that has been hitting heavy is Like a Star by Corinne Bailey Rae here are the lyrics: Just like a star across my sky, Just like an angel off the page, You have appeared to my life, Feel like I'll never be the same, Just like a song in my heart, Just like oil on my hands, Honour to love you Still I wonder why it is, I don't argue like this, With anyone but you, We do it all the time, Blowing out my mind, You've got this look I can't describe, Y

How am I supposed to live like this? Really I mean.. why am I the one who has to fall hard for someone who will never see me as a friendgirl? It's not like I told him I loved him in hopes of things changing drastically, but one would think, given how often I listen to his problems and and here for him he would be here for me as well.. I just.. can't make sense of it.